Loving the Demon Audiobook

Chapter 1

Laura

A guard tosses me into another cell, and I land with a wet slap against the stone. 

Shackles are tightened around my wrists and ankles, securing me to the floor by a length of chain. After what they did to me, I can hardly move, every inch of my body searing with agony. I couldn’t fight them if I wanted to, not that I could. Demon voices roll over me, most of their words I can’t be bothered to comprehend.

            I curl into a ball as the cell door slams shut.

“… it’s a pity,” one of my captors says. “Let’s hope the others are viable.”

Maybe they think I’ve passed out. I can’t keep my eyes open, but they stand outside my cell as if their voices won’t reach unwelcome ears. And maybe they can’t, down here. The demon sorcerer that nearly tore my soul out of me speaks next, his voice deep and grating. “The King will not be pleased. Can I trust you to inform him?”

The first shifts on his feet.

The King.

He’s impossible to forget. We spoke long before I ever saw him, and when I did, I was taken aback. Yet he always had a soothing voice, one that put me at ease when he promised me Protheka, and the annihilation of the dark elves.

But Cora was right about everything.

“Yes, of course,” the first finally says, the sturdy thunk of a spear against stone, its reverberation making me cringe. “I have to wonder what he’ll have us do with this one, though. It is too much effort to maintain them. And I don’t expect they make very good pets.”

“She will be disposed of somehow.” It’s a casual observation, one that hits hard. Tears spring to my eyes as the sorcerer continues. “It’s not your place to concern yourself over her. Not any longer.”

I haven’t eaten in nearly a day, and am relieved of the fact when I start to wretch on an empty stomach. Broken sobs escape me as my body lights up with agony again.

The sorcerer said it wouldn’t hurt.

How wrong he was.

When my fingers clench, every sinew and strand aches as if I worked in the mines for days without rest. I ball my hands up to stifle my weeping, movement begetting more pain than I deserve, despite everything I’ve done.

A steady drip in some distant corner of the dungeon keeps track of time for me as the conversation continues. “And the others?”

“I’ll get to them.” The sorcerer sounds irritated, but it’s impossible to tell the emotions of demons. They’re short tempered and quick to snap at the best of times. “The King has spent a lot of resources to procure them. It would be a pity if they were all sterile.”

The guard issues a little chuckle. “More fun for us.”

“Hm,” the sorcerer says in turn. “For you, perhaps. If you’re into that sort of thing. I voiced my opposition to the King but you know how he is when he sets his sight on something. He wouldn’t listen and sent the kennel boy down there, anyway.

“It was too dangerous. Five soz’garoth could have done the same in half the time. And we wouldn’t have risked being caught by the inhabitants.”

The guard scoffs, their shadows cutting across the uneven stone as they pass to the exit. “You’d have left a crater in the continent big enough to alert all their armies to our presence here. I’ve seen your magic in play, conjurer.”

“How wrong you are, Trolvor.” A heavy wooden door squeals open. “When next we set foot on Protheka, we’ll make it our own, just as the King demands.”

“Until then,” the guard counters, his voice echoing down the long hall. “We’ll have to satisfy our boredom with sport in the arena. I don’t think that one will last long against a Gilak.”

The sorcerer chuckles. “Likely not.”

They continue their conversation, but I can no longer make out their words as the door closes behind them. I lever up on my elbows, trying to parse things out in the dimness. They didn’t even bother to leave a torch for me to see. I’m nothing to them.

Less than nothing.

I think I hear sobbing in the distance. The sound of women wailing and crying, though it could just be my guilty conscience. I did this to us, I tell myself, dropping my forehead to the damp stone floor. If I hadn’t believed his beautiful lies, we’d be back on Protheka under the dark elves’ rule. At least then, I’d know that Matt and Beth were safe. Instead, I am left alone to grieve my choices, and the choices I stole from my friends.

Cora could barely look at me when she found out.

I thought maybe, I could make a deal with the King of Demons for the protection of our family on Protheka. But it turns out I have nothing to offer.

How silly of me to think otherwise.

I clutch my stomach, wondering if the sorcerer—the soz’garoth—was right about me. I have never tried to have children of my own. I didn’t see a point in the work camps, and the dark elves didn’t covet me quite like they did my sister, Cora. But I also never raised my voice against their practices as she did.

I learned how to blend in early, where she defied expectation and demanded better treatment than we were given. She never surrendered, and it was her greatest boon. Even here, among monsters, she ensnared a fierce demon of her own.

He may have played at mastering her, but the way she accepted his kiss… I know my sister better than that. She couldn’t have faked the affection in her actions, or her bright and soulful eyes. She loves him, and in my own miserable way, I’m happy for her.

I can only hope the others are so lucky.

For my part, though, I don’t even entertain the notion of redemption. It’s too late for me. My life will be lived out in this cell, and then given to whoever decides to cut it short. Whether it be a trolvor, a soz’garoth, or one of those gilaks they mentioned.

I squeeze my eyes shut and try to get some rest.

After a time, one of the jackal headed demons clangs on the bars to wake me. “Dinner,” he growls, dropping a heaping plate of slop just outside the bars.

I’m starving.

I don’t even think about it when I reach, the chain halting my motion with a sudden jerk. My fingers barely scrape the stone next to it. I tug against the restraints anyhow, pain lancing up my arms at the effort.

The guard’s upper lip curls as if in amusement. He could push the plate an inch forward, and I’d be able to reach it. He could show mercy, but I’m not sure they’re capable of such a thing. “Please,” I beg him, my voice ragged and parched. “I’m so hungry.”

“Pity,” he says, chuckling at my predicament.

Fresh tears come, as if I have any water left in my body.

My eyes are blinded as the shadow leans over me. “Is it true, what they say?” He doesn’t wait for an answer before speaking again. “That humans will do anything for their masters?”

I nod my head vigorously.

I don’t care that he’s leering. Starvation and survival have gotten the better of me, and maybe I would do anything to live another day, even though there’s little to look forward to in my circumstance. “Yes,” I whisper, catching the bars and trying to lever up. “Yes, I’ll do anything. Just don’t leave me like this. Please…”

“Good,” he murmurs, kicking the plate over so that its contents hit the ground between the bars. “Eat up. You have a big day tomorrow.”

I hardly hear him as I shovel the food into my mouth with bare hands.

It’s strange and foreign, hardly more than unflavored meal that’s been soaked too long to create a gray paste. But it’s something. I can feel him staring at me, disgusted at how I’m eating, but they’ve given me little choice. I can’t afford to consider what I must look like, scraping the slop from between the grooves of the stone so to lick my fingers clean.

He issues a grunt before leaving, slamming the door behind him.

In the quiet of my cell, I slow, reflecting on what I’ve become since the King of Demons called out to me. It was through visions that he first contacted me, when I tossed and turned in bed, unable to sleep. His words were a soothing presence, one that promised a better life for me and my family, if only I did exactly as he said.

At least in the camp, I had dignity.

If I minded my own, and kept my head down, I could live another day without being targeted by our dark elf masters. We could grow food and eat at a table like civilized slaves. Here, all I’ve seen is strife and suffering.

Much of it caused by me.

My fingers are still sticky with the meager meal, and I haven’t seen a bath in over a week. My hair is matted and dull, and my skin itches from the ever present filth of the cells. When they finally let me out into the daylight, I will be a stranger to the sun. And when the fullness of the food subsides, I’ll grow cold again.

I curl up tighter to keep the warmth in and close my eyes.

Maybe I’ll dream of someplace better.

Read the full series out now!

1. Choosing the Demon
2. Loving the Demon
3. Submitting to the Demon
4. Embracing the Demon

And learn where the demons came from in:

1. Her Demon Daddy
2. Her Demon Mate

And the new Aerasak series:

1. Lich's Love